Being pleased with myself didn’t last long. Within days of my last post, my progress seemed to stall and my tone and intonation took a turn for the worse. I even considered deleting that post as it no longer seemed particularly truthful or accurate. Over the last few days, however, I’ve noticed some improvement again and I seem to be making progress once more. The cello still doesn’t sound great, but it’s bearable most of the time. I seem to be having more trouble staying in position and tend to drift down the fingerboard, becoming increasingly sharp, as I play. Perhaps, I always have and I’m just now becoming more particular about it? Should I take that as a sign of improvement then?
As I struggle with the cello, I struggle with this blog. When I have free time, I prefer to play cello than string words together, but the blogging does allow me to listen to music and do something cello orientated while my back or fingers are too sore to play. Still, it seems odd to go on and on about oneself, so I keep telling myself that no one is really reading this and it’s as good an exercise as any to get myself jotting down sentences again. Moreover, I’ve come to realize, despite being a lifelong committed introvert, that the world is made a far more interesting place by those that share than by those who do not. So, I keep forcing myself to write things down and, somewhat less frequently, post them. I’m not claiming that anything on this blog has been particularly worthy of sharing so far, but I remain hopeful.
Actually, I think my blog has already made the world a little more interesting in that a friend who reads it was inspired to start playing her recorders again and our duo has evolved into a trio. We had our first practice a few nights ago and even though there is much room for musical improvement, it’s hard to imagine it being more fun. We’re already looking forward to our next practice and there’s a rumour floating about that it may involve sushi. So, I’ll keep trying to blog as I can’t really argue against a process that leads to more music and raw fish.




